My whole life I've been the baby of the family and always wished I could have a baby sibling, but my Mom got really sick when she had me so they decided to not have anymore kids. I always remember looking at my friends and seeing them run around with there little siblings and wished so bad to do that. I sometimes would cry and wanted to scream, but then I realized I'm the baby and God wants it that way so why wish for something you where never going to have? I have so much to be thankful for, my family, friends my age, church, love, and little cousins... I have had little cousins in my life as long as I can remember, we always babysat them and I'm so thankful for that! God didn't give me little siblings but he gave SO many little cousins! Just today we are going to town and are going to babysit one of my cousins, she is one and a half and is the cutest little thing I have ever saw!
She gets to sit next to me and I am going to push her in her stroller, God is AMAZING, he gave me the best thing ever..... little cousins.
I have so many little cousins, yesterday we were babysitting five of my cousins and they are all younger then me, they go from twelve to four and I am SO thankful for them, we have babysat them my whole life because they have some kids with health problems and so the are going the doctor, or going shopping and so we have always watched them and am so glad for that!
So this little post is just to tell you that God always has a reason for things and I am so blessed.
Now I am having a sister get married and soon she could have kids and then I would be a aunt!! I have waited me whole life to be an aunt! God has blessed us beyond words!
My sister is getting an amazing guy! I can't wait till he comes just two more days. He is lots of fun and I am so glad he is going to be my brother! Thank you Lord!! <3