What would you do if I said... GOODBYE?

 *blink blink* 

You read the title right. I am thinking about saying goodbye to blogging.. I don't get many comments, it feels like no one is really reading my blog and it just feels like it may be time to say goodbye. *sighs* I don't really want to say goodbye. Not truly. But life has been so crazy and it feels like I don't even have time to sit down and write out a post.
The energy has gone out of me. I want to write posts but I can't seem to get the words out and write them down in a way that people will enjoy. 

I'm graduating this month and a lot of change is ahead of me. I feel like I, at least, need a long break from blogging. *shrugs* (what do you guys think?)

It feels like life hasn't had time to slow down and let me just... breathe. A family matter came up so I'd been quiet. And all that time I had been pondering, "should I quit blogging?". I still don't know if I want to flat out quit. But I might take a break for awhile, and not post as often. *shrugs* Who knows. 

Change. 

I said, a lot of change is ahead of me. And it's true. I'm graduating this month (but won't be doing a big party or anything until July) My brother is getting married next month, we may be moving out of our tiny old house, and I just have this feeling of... "it's all happening so fast." But I am still eager and excited even with all those feelings. (I don't make much sense I know *face palm*)

So, in any sense, I need a break from blogging for the moment. I may come back, I'd hate to leave all you wonderful friends I have made through the blogger world. So I hope to still pop in now and again; we'll see what God has in store. 

I am eager to graduate, get done and take a breath and just breathe for a moment. I know God is in control of my future and He knows where I am supposed to go in this life; and I'm leaning and trusting in that. I've been doing a lot of praying these days. About a lot of things. And thanks be to God I can say I am at peace with where I am in life, and where I may or may not be going. I know He is forever beside me, guiding me all the way and holding my hand through the simplest to the hardest of things. 

So my dear friends, this is goodbye. At least for now. I hope to come on here again but we'll see. I pray God will continue to guide each and every one of your through this life. You may have hard roads ahead of you, but remember, God is forever faithful. If you trust in Him and turn to Him in every trial, they won't seem so great in the long run.

 Jesus loves you and so do I. Have a good day, and God bless you all. <3

Last Day of School || 2021

 hello lovelies! 

Today was\is my last day of school for the year. 

I must admit, I really enjoyed this year of school, and I did a lot of fun things. Book reports, baking, cooking.... math. *sticks tongue out and winks at all you math haters* 

And as this year comes to an end, it has made me realize just how close graduation is. This year of school literally flew by. And if the same thing happens next year, graduation is just gonna happen before I know it! 

I am looking forward to graduating, don't get me wrong, but it's definitely going to be a bitter sweet moment. 
Looking back on all the years of school, all the learning, and the love of learning. I am so very grateful to my mother, the most wonderful teacher out there. She has taught me more then just the basic mathematics, grammar, spelling, etc. She has taught, and passed down to me, the love of learning. Always, growing up, you could always hear Mother saying, "You've got to teach the love of learning."  

I never once hated school growing up, and now. Sure some things can get to me and make me want to pull my hair out of my head, but I don't hate it. xD 
A few times this year I did voice, "I should just graduate already." But deep down I knew I really didn't want to. I was just frustrated that I was the only one still doing school. I struggled with that a lot. 

Being "left behind", as I felt, wasn't the most pleasant feeling. All my childhood friends, playmates, aka siblings, finished school long before me. And when this year of school started that was really really hard on me. 
I can still think about it, and my eyes can mist over, but I've come to realize that this was the way it was meant to be. God had it planned this way. <3 

I feel as though I learned a lot this past year. Not just in school, but in life, and faith. God has shown me so much and there are moments that I will treasure always. Moments, of crying and getting my feelings out there, speaking my struggles of being alone, and moments of feeling my family's love so strong that when I think back I still get misty eyes. 

My family is literally everything to me. Without them, I wouldn't know what to do.
My parents are literally amazing. I can go to them with anything, I know that. <3 Thank you for teaching me so much. And Mother, thank you for teaching me the love of learning and I pray I can pass that down to my own children someday. <3
My siblings, well, they're my best friends. Without them my life would be so dull. Moments of picking on one another, teasing, tickling, laughing, crying, hugging... just being the best siblings out there. Thank you guys for being the greatest siblings a girl could ask for. Growing up you guys were the greatest playmates, and I watched my sisters hoping one day I could grow up to be like them. And now, here we are, and I feel as though I'm the same age as them. 
Chancy, was\is the greatest brother out there. He taught me so much growing up; from shooting guns, to baseball, to just about anything. He still teaches me a lot and I thank him for that. 

So, I guess I went on a little sentimental ride right there, not really meaning to, but the point is... I finished my school for the year and I'm so grateful for the wonderful teachers I had. <3 

I pray next year is filled with much joy of learning, happiness, and moments I will treasure. 

Now, without further ado, Summer 2021, here I come!!

Thank you for reading! Have a wonderful day and God bless. <3

Life Is Busy || Pray For Us

*waves* 

Hey. So my life is a little busy and hectic right now so I'm not sure when I'll get around to posting. I know I haven't been all the greatest with the 30 day blogger challenge but I'm just too busy to do it right now. I might pick back up on it later but I'm just soooooooo busy right now.  (have you gotten the point yet? I'm busy xP) So I'm taking a little break from that challenge but I hope to someday finish it. *laughs* That is, if you'd like to see me finish it. *winks*

I started school so there is that. It hasn't been all that bad. Though sometimes the pain of doing it alone comes back. I just try and not focus on that and just enjoy it. Besides, I only have two years left.
I have been really enjoying my history this year so that's cool. *winks* My math on the other hand. *sweaty face* I started it last year in the middle of the year so I of course didn't finish it. And now I'm trying to pick up where I left off and I completely forgot everything there is. *face palm* I look at those equations and go, "huh? I'm so lost." xD I hope to refresh my memory sometime this coming week.

Prayers for us all here would be appreciated. Fires are licking up out state mile by mile and it's getting a little close to home. There is a fire that isn't too far away and I know people who live only around 15 minuets away that are packing to be ready to evacuate.
It's all rather scary and I pray that we don't have to evacuate. Just the thought of leaving everything "important" to me behind and taking off to who knows where sends a chill up my spine.
This fire is just a little scary and I'm getting a little nervous. It feels just so close. We've had wildfires before but they weren't this close. Please pray for us and those fighting the fires. <3

God be with you all. <3

School Essay || The Christian Homeschool

Hello lovelies!! 

So, I was flipping through my schoolwork the other day, and was reading all my essays and book reports. I thought it would be fun to share with you my thoughts on the Christian Homeschool. It's just my thoughts and you can either agree or disagree with me. But I just thought I'd share because I feel like it. *smiles* Enjoy!

The Christian Home School 

 Everyone has their own way of methods. But over the years, more and more families have come to a point in life where they decide to homeschool their children.
The schools out there are teaching wrong morals, supporting the bad in this world and not talking about the most important. God.
With homeschooling you can teach your children the way you see fit. But you may have to look into your state’s laws; get acquainted with them before beginning your new way to teach your children.
 You don’t have to be perfect; have a “class room”, stand in front of the class, etc. You can merely have your children sit around the living room, dining room, anywhere you and your children are most comfortable. The dining room table might be a good place to do science, math, grammar, etc. But you can sit around the living room together and read, study God’s word, and become closer to Him. Together.
 Homeschooling isn’t just a way to keep your children out of the schools and trouble, but you can become closer to them. Teach them about the heavenly Creator. Learn what they love. Help them; hands on.
You may find that your child loves insects, animals, or is even interested in medical science. Take them to the journey of their dreams. Support their dreams of one day becoming; a doctor, veterinarian, scientist, lawyer, artist, anything! You can help them.
 The more you are with your children and see what they’re learning the more you will find joy in it. Children aren’t something to play with. They were given to you from God and you are to help them along in this life, teaching them the right ways.
 Schools these days are turning away from what’s right. Leaving God behind, taking away the right to pray and teach about the most wonderful, heavenly Creator.
 Homeschooling is a great way for you and your children to learn about God’s world, and what He has made. The bugs, dirt, sky, life. Everything. He made it all.
 Some people say that teaching their children is hard. “How will I ever get the groceries if they’re at home with me?” or, “What about my me-time?” but those are the words of selfish people. Children aren’t just something to be careless about. They are human beings with souls to think about. You have to teach them the right ways. God gave them to you, until the day he calls us all home.
 I believe homeschooling is a great way to teach your children at home, at their pace, whether they are a fast learner or slow. Teach them at the pace they are most comfortable with. Who cares if they’re in math six at age 13? They will learn at the pace they can. Some children are slower than others. That’s why homeschooling is such a wonderful thing. The kids don’t have to feel pressured to finish their books, stay in the right, grade. Children have different levels, and some are super smart at the age of six, but some are still struggling to read. It’s all about their pace. Some children may even be faster than others. Doing math six at the age of 10. It doesn’t matter. As long as they’re learning and understanding it. Don’t just rush the through the books just so you can say that they’ve finished all the “right” grades.
 Homeschooling is a wonderful thing. The kids can do it at their own pace; take breaks if they’re getting too tired. Read their books in bed, outside, anywhere. As long as they’re learning, it doesn’t really matter where they do it.
 I loved to be able to do my work outside in the sunshine, soaking up the beauty of God’s creation.
 As long as we all take it at the pace the children need, turn to God for wisdom and understanding, we will all make it. Homeschooling will be such a blessing to your family.

Liberty S.

Well, I know this was random but I hope you enjoyed it anyways! *winks* God bless you, friends!

Sorry I've Been Absent || Taking A Break

Hello there!

Yeah. Just as the title says. Sorry I've been absent for awhile now. *face palm* My dear friends my life is kinda crazy right now. I have school to finish up for the year, drivers Ed, and now we'll be doing confirmation some time soon here, so please forgive me for my absence.

Since my life is kinda crazy right now, I've decided that I might take a little break. So don't be alarmed if I'm quiet on here for awhile. I'm just gonna take a little breather, live my life, finish up school, (if I can by the time I come back) finish drivers Ed, and maybe even confirmation. I'm not sure just when I'll be back, but I will be back.

Please don't forget about me!! I love to blog. It brings me such joy to find all your comments and I love hearing from you all. <3 So please. Don't forget about me. I will be back. I'm just not sure when. I might still look at all your blogs (that I follow) and comment, but my blog will be quiet. Again, I will be back!!  

So, my dear readers, until I return... May God bless you all and keep you close. I'll miss you all! 

Photo Dump || February

Hello there!

Wow. This month is already gone?? *shakes head in disbelief* It seems like just yesterday it began and yet, like it was forever ago. *laughs*

This month was full of family. We had family from out-of-state here for a wedding, and now we have family here from hours away, for another wedding! *laughs* Must be the time for weddings! 

We, (I) watched Hudson again for a week. Let me just say, I was a little worn out by the time he went home. *laughs* I've never met such a loud, giggly, non-stop, child! He was so crazy! *laughs* Even though I got worn out and sometimes was a little overwhelmed, I still enjoyed his stay. I even got paid so that's a plus!!

Kate is still growing and becoming more and more alert. She loves to watch everything and smile as you talk or walk by. She loves to be in the walker, under her gym, and snuggled. Though, she can get a little overwhelmed with too many snuggles. *chuckles* With three aunts in the house, grandparents and an uncle, she can be snuggled a lot. xP

Still haven't seen Damara yet. *gasps* I know!! I have been away from her for... *does math* Four weeks and five days. *cries* BUT! She's better now and I'll hopefully see her this Sunday. *happy dance* Her family has been sick with phenomena since the day after Thanksgiving. So..... it's been awhile. 

Valentines Day happened. My mom got all us kids grapefruits, orange juice, and some candy. <3

Been having gorgeous weather!! It started out a little snowy for a couple days, (I think) but it's now bright and sunny. Yesterday I gave Lottie a bath so now she's all fresh and clean!!! It has been kinda cold and frosty in the mornings but warms up later on with the sun just a shining. Today, as I write this, the sun is shinning and the air is cool. Not too warm, but not too cold. Just right. <3

Been visiting with my cousin Kylie that's down here for her uncle's wedding. *all the hearts* She even got to spend the night with me and we had a lovely time. <3 Actually, she spent the day with me today and we had a lot to talk about. *laughs* It was really nice to get and talk with her and become even closer. *hugs her* 

Been reading my drivers book a lot because.... I'm going to get my permit next week!!!!!!!!!!!!

Currently watching\watched:

"Jack Reacher: Never Go Back"

"Frozen 2"

"Emergency!"

"Psych" 

"A Walk To Remember" *cries forever* 

Currently Reading\read:

"Once Upon A Summer" by, Janette Oke

The Bible

My drivers book

Now. With all that said and done, enjoy the photo dump!!!

This boy is getting so big!!

Did some drawing...

Kate Marie <3

Sunday outfit!

Realizing my hair is long. *laughs*

Woke up to find this on the counter. <3

*laughs* yes, my dog's a messy eater. xP

Yeah... my camera gave her red eyes. Just try and 

focus on her cuteness. *winks*

Made a chocolate banana shake! We have tons of bananas so... 

yeah I've been drinking a lot of shakes!! *laughs*

Drew Johnny Gage from, "Emergency!"

My valentines!

We (my dad) put new flooring in the dinning room area!!

Made a lemon cake in a bowl <3

My room after I cleaned it.

Been some cold mornings!

Doing chores...

School!

When I make my lessons look neat, it brings me such joy. <3

Lots of sunshine!

My sister and brother-in-law bought this for me. <3

Kylie!!

Levi! Man he's getting big!

singing with the family at my Grandparents. <3 *all the feels*

(sorry it's so blurry!)

Breakfast! This was actually really good!!

*grins* I love my dog. <3

Went for a walk at the park.

*mouth waters* This was sooooo good!

Went to the mall with my mom, Felicity, and Kate.

*dies* She's sooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!

My new swimsuit!!

Yup! Another chocolate banana shake. *winks*

Well! I hope you enjoyed this and had a great February! I know I did! God bless you my friends!